The day I found out how I will die……………..Well, that may not be true. Or maybe it is. After months of shortness of breath, first blamed on my asthma, (which turned out to be…Jul 26, 2024Jul 26, 2024
Hope wasn’t in the room……………………I am writing this to you. Yes, you, my dear, old friend. It is something I ask myself often. It is something I think about in the dark of…Jul 11, 2024Jul 11, 2024
The Death That Cripples You………….Unexpectely………..This is what I wrote to a group for unexpected grief. I read my own words and feel it all over again.May 8, 2024May 8, 2024
Guess what? We aren’t going back to being a family and that’s okay!I bet when you read the above you say to yourself…”on no, you have to try to make it work out. You have to!” Umm, no. We don’t have to try…Aug 15, 2023Aug 15, 2023
Yes, I scared her away…I am so sorry that I scared her. It wasn’t my intention. My intention was to show her how much I loved him. That I did love him, even…Feb 2, 2023Feb 2, 2023
Pure HeartAh yes, that is it. You had such a pure heart. I have tried to find words that would describe you to others. I would flounder with so many…Oct 15, 2022Oct 15, 2022
30 YearsIt has been 30 years since you went away. I didn’t know it then. I was far away living my life, miles away. 30 years ago today, you told…Oct 14, 2022Oct 14, 2022
365 DaysIt was a year ago today I found out that you died. It was a year ago today that I found out you committed suicide. Did I fall in a black…Oct 12, 2022Oct 12, 2022
Of Course I Have Searched for your GirlfriendI could say that I am going to troll the woman someday…the woman that won your heart but that would be a lie. I already have and continue…Oct 7, 2022Oct 7, 2022
